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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Yo, not exactly my best week damnit. but i found out the priceless truth of my fone. oh yea, it can download songs directly, not exactly big news, but my brain is kinda messed up now, so do i care? and i found out some couple of awesome songs.. like 'All Star' by Smash Mouth and 'Wait For Me' by Theory of a deadman. here are the lyrics to all star:

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kinda dumb with her fingers and her
Thumb And the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go

You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an
All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a
Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold
It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the media men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars...Somebody once asked, "could you spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place"I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change.
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go

You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on, get paid
(And all that glitters is gold)
Only shooting stars break the mold(And all that glitters is gold)Only shooting stars break the mold

ITS FUCKING AAAWESOME. Well, to me that is. i watched two more new epic series today, ENTOURAGE and Smallville. okay, not exactly new, bad still.... entourage is nc16 btw, so kiddies, if u dun wan yr parents to find out about guys who have toot with numerous girls in every episode, dun watch this show. and hey, i'm no saint. samllville is the teenage years of superman, not bad la, but not as good as entourage. haha, entourage..... tat's the most epic show i've ever seen, besides how i met your mother tat is...

kk nothing much to write about now. byes..

NC 16 RULES.


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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

hehehe i finally managed to change my blogskin. SO SWEET. SO GRUNGE. SO NICE. and all this while fighting a sprained neck. oh how horrible it is man, so fking stiff. make me look like some kind of goondu liddat. dam pain oso. smarts here and there. i sound like an old man lol. ya so nothing much la this week, nothing to do one, juz go see the doctor, and stay still for 6 hours to let the medicine wear off. tat is not fun... so boring still, the onli good thing was going to church on sunday. man that was fun lol. i love my fone. it can downloads songs from the net for free, using Wi-Fi hehehe. and i tink i now how to edit my blog liao yay. but better not la, like pillaging liddat. and i still haven done my mission muchies at all. so yeah, once i get my hands on the pringles, i can finally do it alr. the bad news is that now my blog will be used for my charisma lessons oso, WTF... dam annoying la. so i have decided to create another blog for that charisma which i was too lazy to do before. hehehe, i juz love the blog skin. but i maybe changing again today... who noes? but i still feel bad for ben. hopefully miss soh dun suspect me haha.....


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Saturday, July 18, 2009

yeah so the fking blog title says it all. gan hasn't smsed me for a few days liao, so i'm now stuck at home, just boredom and me. heck, I AM TALKING TO MYSELF. that's crazy i tell you. so now i'm typing this a listening to emo songs. btw did ya noe that song with rock themes are EPIC. i dunnoe i juz kinda like them now.. like better than me by hinder, and wait for me by theory of a deadman. THEY ARE SO EPIC. and with my new earpieces, the bass sounds like heaven... but enough of this crap. this week was boring yadayada. but i haven caught the new harry potter movie yet damnit. gotta catch it one of these days, and once again i will be watching it alone =.= how i enjoy my lonely life. u thinking i'm emphasising on the lonely part a little bit too much? well deal with it lol. i like it that way. and i sync-ed my blog with my fb notes, so now my entire social circle knows. yay me... AAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH. i tink this blog skin is a little bit to tame for me. gotta change it. oh yea and one more thing. i am so proud i sabo-ed that sad little fuckinf mother fucking fuck face called ben. hey chk it out i sad how many f words in juz one phrase. kids, dun try this at home. first irritating episode was at acc class. 5 ppl in my group, him, me , wen hao, jin an and ding zhou. he was fucking sarcastic and his dam weird american accent, which sounded like it was coming from cow which was breathing underwater. cyber bullying rocks, but i am diverging, and this bullying- okay lar cannot call bully, cuz he attacked me first. should say it as a assault. so he and his fake accent joined tables with us, den we started to do that bloody art work for the period. njot a while ltr, he scoops a handful of beans juz for himself, or cannot remmeber wat reason la, but it had to do with the stuff on the tables. den the verbal assaults started, adn it ended with him defeated and gettiung the anger of the other ppl at the table. den history was the most funny. wen we doing groupwork that time, surprise surprise, ben was in me and wen hao's group. we proceeded to whoop his ass, not in the physical sense la obviously. we juz called him sarcastic names, and the worst insult from us was stupid, whcih wen hao wrote on a piece of paper and pointed it at ben. and i'm not joking, that was the worse we got, until what i did la, or maybe wat i did was like crap. i just wrote ben the dalit on the piece of paper wen we handed it up to miss soh, and she said that she would distribute the papers to the rest of the classes, so ben the dalit will be famous of course, and i was the one who made him famous. XD.

I AM SO EVIL HECK YA.


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Sunday, July 12, 2009

Today was a little bit fucked up la. wake up at 9.30, rad newspaper blabla until 11 plus wen gab called me. we haven confirmed where to meet yet, so dam troublesome lol. in the end i used google to check what bus service to take, but gab wanted to go to his school and from there go to east coast park. so we all agreed la. tat's where the fking up begun lol. we planned to arrivfe at east coast by 1.30, but in the end we readched there 2 plus liao lol. so we started jogging, juz me and gab, but it was epic fail lol. i was carrying a bag, so it was dam troublesom to run with it, and plus i couldn't stop laughing=.= so i was out of breath by less than a round, which is 1.1 km lol. dam psps. so i sat at a little junction and just watched the waves while gab jogged the rest of the circle. so juz wait lor till youjin come. den we( as in me and youjin) decided to go cycling. walkwalkwalk, den youjin keep laughing like siao, den wen i said cupcake, he go crazy, laughing like mad dog liddat lol. so we got to the bicycle shop and and cycled lor.


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Friday, July 3, 2009

damnit... my rydah ms not working. _l_ la. now i going to be inactive.... fk. oh wells ltr will try dl again. my e lit die liao la. the questions some leave blank.. this time the marks sure dam low. sure die one. but i had found some enlighntning things during my hols. like SHAMAN KING. the manga was epic! especially the words: Osorezan Revoir. its about the parting of 2 very important ppl..... it made me cry a little lol. not realy cry la,but tears came out of my eyes. D= and its dam depressing. here's the image. click on it to enlarge.


touching isn't it? u muz read the chapters Osorezan Revoir to actually fully understand the poem.... but its an incredible piece of work.... i change my firefox theme. haha. i changed it to mimic apple's safari browser. shiok sia. but i dun really wan happy news today =.= depressed... anybody doesn't noe that mj died? well were u living under a rock? its very saddening... the best for me was his song beat it. and remember i told u i would get a picture of my dar? ya here its above the poem i ur wondering. fking blogger.. dam hard to get the pics rite. now do u noe y my signature is osorezan revoir?my teacher wants me to find for a meaningful song=.= but her demo was damn good la. love me by colin raye. it was extremely touching. i nearly wanted to cry in class... ya i emo this few weeks=.= and this should explain y:
Pisces 2s tend to live in a private world of their own.... Less balanced individuals born this week may choose to isolate themselves more than is good for them."
"Pisces 2s generally have an instinctive dislike of superficiality. ...For them, the way a thing is done is often more important than what that thing is, and the end therefore rarely justifies the means. Grace, honesty and an unassailable moral code prevent them from acting underhandedly.... On the other hand, Pisces 2s may express their dislike of society's mores through blatantly antisocial deeds - acting, as it were, in defense of their own right to individual expression."
"Those born in this week are great admirers of sensuous beauty, particularly in people.... [but] they generally believe that life is not just there to be enjoyed, and that one must in some way pay one's dues with a certain amount of suffering before obtaining any real benefit."
"Pisces 2s see a distinct difference between being lonely (which they rarely are) and being alone (which they are often)...they are capable of spending hours and days alone with a good book, or with their work, without needing to talk to anyone. In the workplace they do well as freelancers, operating outside the office..."
"Dangerous areas for the Pisces 2 personality include anything with a strong...addictive quality - drugs, drink, sex. Pisces 2s often crave peak [emotional] experiences.... If the Pisces 2 remains free to move on, such experiences will leave them greatly enriched in their personal development. On the other hand, should they be unfortunate enough to get hooked on their own personal suffering...they may wallow in such states for alarmingly long periods of time."
"Generally speaking, Pisces 2s ask only one thing from the world, and that is to be accepted as they simply are. That the world often cannot grant their wish becomes the cross they have to bear. To comfort themselves, they may...retreat to a fantasy-filled interior life, often devoted to beauty and imagination."
"Those born in the Week of the Loner usually have few friends, but those they have are often close and loyal. Many born in this week do not like large social events; intimacy is really their thing, and sharing intimacy with others...is perhaps their most cherished activity. Highly personal interaction is their forte..."
"In love - perhaps because Pisces 2s have a greater ability to enjoy such things than others do, or perhaps their resistance to physical pleasure is lower - they are more prone than others to be snagged by a pretty face, sensuous voice or alluring body. They will run the gamut of painful emotions [with a romantic partner], from jealousy to hatred, yet if they decide [to break up] they will feel powerful separation anxiety. Friends of a practical nature tend to bring them back down to earth."
in case yr wondering wat is this, pisces 2 means that those ppl who are born from third of march to the tenth of march. sweet isn't it? loner... btw. hu wan go out on the 6th sms me or gab. its on a monday btw. we going bugis den orchard... i tink.. lol. haiz. dam bored this days, earphones oso spoilt, go bugis den buy. oh wells. bb





































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.::Retarded Writings Here::.


.::Reach for me::.
Name:Sean
Age: =x
Sch:CCHMS
D.O.B:8 March

.::lOves::.
Art, designing, music
Books, Gaming, blahz
blahz, blahz, blahz

.::desPise::.
Betrayers,proud
Pricks, BEN,
blahz, blahz, blahz

.::Reachable LiSt::.
I wish for freedom, to go to the Bahamas, to leave the world.
.::memOriEs::.
March 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 .::COnTacTs::.
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.::CrediTs::.
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